It occurred to me lately…well, for a while now, that you are this different person.  Someone I dont even recognize.  I am not the only one who feels this way.  Several of your “friends” think you are a dick right now.  I imagine that if the guy from six months ago met the guy that you are today, the old you would hate the new you.  You have become selfish.  You have become someone I am surprised I wanted to be associated with.  Or that anyone wants to be associated with.  You used to be fun.  Charming.  You were a friend to people.  You wanted to do new and fun things.  Music.  New places.  all of that.  And now, you have become this unrecognizable frat boy clone.  You lost all of your substance in such a short time, and frankly I feel bad for you.

I have been trying hard to resurrect a friendship…and frankly, I dont think it is worth it when the other person does not want the same thing.  If you dont want to be in my life, which you have made abundantly clear, than I wont stand in your way towards your new asshole life.  Go ahead.  Become that very person you used to despise.  I was foolish to think you could be someone better.

So, I wish you good luck.  With all of your endeavors.  I hope you find your way back to the guy we all used to know and love.  I hope you figure out that it wasn’t me or anyone else that made you that person..that is who you were.  I thought the break up was the best thing for you, and you would grow somehow.  Maybe that is why you have become so cold and angry and fucked up.  Life goes on dude.  You are better than that.

So this is my goodbye.  Maybe I will see you around, but I really dont care to.  Maybe years from now we can try being friends again, but right now i am doubting it will be worth it.  I dont need this stress.  Nor do you.  But you bring it upon yourself.  If you could have just stopped treating me like I was nothing…well, that is nor here nor there.

It was good (most of the time) while it lasted.  I have some great memories with you in the last few years, and I will try and look back upon it all with good spirits.  I dont want to remember you like this, but unfortunately, for a while…I will.

You treat the people who care about you the most like they are worthless…and that wont get you anywhere in life.  stop pushing people away.  You will only end up with a sad lonely life.  I hope that doesnt happen.

Love,

Misstheoldyou